But no word, no shape, no photograph could ever twist so far that it could begin to explain even a little bit of how I feel.
20120811
birthday
i'm not looking forward to my birthday
i'm afraid of that feeling of no one celebrating it w me
at first i was happy because i wanted to celebrate it w my bf but i got ditched 5 months ago oh well
heres a wishlist for my birthday if anyone comes across this, you will at least have some idea of what to get me:
1. a ukulele
i wanna strum it all day and sing love songs ha ha ha
2. fruits
blueberries and cranberries and kiwis. at least they are edible
3. a food processor
for my cooking needs
4. a blender
not sure if ive an extra in my storage room though
5. surround sound system w good bass effect
6. an awesome day out on my birthday :) w my close friends!
7. almost forgot about this but i need a new cell mine has a out of whack keyboard right now and i cant text lol
8. new pair of skates or a pennyboard thatd be cool
its strange how everyone that said they would buy me expensive presents dont even talk to me now anyway sigh life goes on though
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